mid-twenties crisis.

i really think i am going through my midlife crisis.

i know i'm only 23 1/2, but i sincerely don't know what i'm doing with my life. 

the worst part is, i think, is that i thought i did. that just sucks ass, ya know?

i always thought i would go to grad school, get my Ph.D., and then... WHAT? 

I DON'T KNOW!!!!

so now, i'm doubting everything. do i really want my Ph.D.? do i really want my Ph.D. in counseling psychology? absolutely not. i think. 

i'm starting to think i just liked the idea and not the actual profession/ topic.

why do i even care so much? :( why can't i be like normal 23 year olds and just do whatever works out and comes my way?

help, anyone. someone. tell me what to do. thanks.

i wish i did nursing. :/