2013.

i couldn't sleep last night. so much for getting over my cold...

& after 2 hrs of going over and over my planner for the upcoming semester, i decided to make my new year resolutions:

1. actually work on my thesis

don't get me wrong, i have worked on it  A LOT. but as of late, i have been worrying about it and secretly coming up with/dreaming of ways to get out of it (classic) rather than actually doing it. if i contributed as much time working on it as i have worrying about this past year, i probably would have completed a dissertation by now.

2. actually go to yoga

see number 1.

3. get on anxiety medication

see number 1.

4. update my facebook and blog with 2011 and 2012 pictures.

i need number 3 before i can complete this.

5. be happy & thankful
hopefully with help from numbers 2 & 3 & 4

sometimes i think i have the worst life. LOL.
then i realize that it is a privilege {still takes everything in me to write that out} to go to school. even if it is horrible & seems like a waste of time right now. supposedly it's not. so i hear.

it is also a privilege to work & get paid for my work. even if it is $10 an hr.

but i take those luxuries for granted almost every day. especially on mondays & when i have to go back to school in a week.

life is not a guarantee, aimee.

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