revelation

today:
i discovered that i do not want to be sweating during the work day if i can help it.
i have never been one to have armpit sweat and there is something about what i'm doing now that produces it. sick.

what does this mean?

i think it means i should do something else with my life. i know some people don't even get to choose their career paths, and i think that's why i care so much that i make the right choice since i have one.

if only i knew what.